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Fatigue

Wednesday, September 28, 2005 by Christopher Wu

Recently it's been harder and harder for me to find energy to do any sort of work. I find myself extremely exhausted nearly all the time. Praise the Lord He gives me the strength to be able to get through my days, but I definitely think there's also a fine line between perseverance and not knowing when to stop and just rest.

When I am awake I want to sleep and when I'm asleep I want to be awake. I am constantly in-between never able to be fully present at each moment of the day...

Jesus said, "I came that they may have life and have it abundantly." (John 10:10)
I am not experiencing the abundant life because of my fatigue.

Please pray for me as I've been struggling to do anything at all. The smallest tasks I find hard to do and my energy level is so low...this factor has definitely contributed to my lack of consistency with updating you all about what's happening in life and ministry.

Day in and day out I long to write about my experiences. I have so much to share but just the very thought of sitting down and concentrating to write is exhausting to me. Pray that God would restore my health and revive my energy levels so I can be an effective minister of the gospel.


Recently, the Lord has convicted me about the lack of peace and joy in my life. Part of the reason I struggle so much with sleep is because I go to bed with a head full of anxiety. I can't truly rest because I'm not trusting that God is in control. In fact, I'm not trusting in God's control because I want to be in control!


Martha syndrome is so easy to catch in the Christian life. You would think that being a missionary automatically makes you immune to it because more spiritual or something, or that you're in a perpetual state of bliss with the Lord. Nothing could be further from the truth!

The temptation for me is to do things for God while neglecting my relationship with Him. This is exactly how laborers in ministry or in the missions field get totally burnt out and lose focus of what they're really doing all of this for.

I have to constantly remind myself that serving God full-time is because I love the Lord and am following Him. Yes, it is a "job," in the vocational sense, but it can't be my duty. And it should flow out of my relationship with God.


"Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest"
-Jesus (Matthew 11:28)

Back from the Motor City

Monday, September 19, 2005 by Christopher Wu

Hey all!

We had an excellent time touring Detroit! Staying with Steve and Alyssa Dueck, our gracious hosts with the awesome shower head was also great. It really was quite an experience.

The main thrusts of our concerts this week were pre-evangelistic. We wanted to sow seeds broadly so the metro staff team could gain a lot of contacts, get to know more students, and raise awareness of Crusade’s presence on campus and what they are there for.

All the metro team staff agreed that we were able to accomplish all those things and were very grateful for the way that we served them.

Here’s a rundown of what happened:

Oakland University

We were set up outside classes in a fairly visible area with a lot of student traffic. Crusade set up a table with free cookies and drinks, and handed out survey’s to try to grab students. At one point we had about 15 or 20 students huddled under the shade of some trees by where we were playing. There were about 50% non-Christians in attendance. 15 comment cards were returned. 5 wanted more information about Crusade and 8 wanted to be in a bible study.
















College
of Creative Studies

This was one of those shows that seemed to be a total flop but actually turned out a lot better than you thought.

While we were setting up, a lot of students hung around to see what was going on and it looked like a promising crowd. Crusade was giving out free pizza and the students actually formed a massive line to get some!

But right after the students got their pizza, most or close to all of them, left and went back to what they were doing before! Gah! Big letdown. Note to self in future: NEVER give free food at the beginning of the show. Always wait until about thirty or so minutes into it before we give it out. Or else they’ll just grab and go! Case in point!

We actually had to cut our set short because there were practically no students by the end of our show. I felt pretty discouraged, but during our debrief time with the Crusade staff, Jesse and Melissa, they told us that that was probably the largest gathering of students that they’ve ever seen at one given time on campus. :O Wow! Plus, we didn’t even realize that the dorm on campus was very close and a lot of people who had their windows open probably heard us.

Crusade ended up with 65 surveys and about 32 of those students wanted more information about Crusade, or were interested in bible studies. Most of the significant conversations with students happened while on line. This was encouraging because the staff told us that when we were here this past spring, there were about half the amount of students there. Just goes to show that God is working in ways we cannot see!

The art community is a very spiritually dark place but if we can slowly break through the hard soil, praise the Lord. Please continue to pray for the students there to be more and more receptive to the gospel.



University of Detroit Mercy

We were originally supposed to play outside for this gig but got moved into a ballroom on campus. There were about 30 or so people there at one point and though most of the students in attendance were from Crusade, there were a handful of non-Christians who wandered in that stuck around for most of the show. There was also an Islamic guy who came in, sat down for our show, and actually indicated wanting to know more about who Christ is! How cool is that?!

Kevin got to talk with a student, Adolfo, who made a decision for Christ four years ago through Crusade at Detroit Mercy, but throughout his four years on campus, he had only read three chapters of John.

He was having many doubts and questions about his faith and Kevin got to answer a lot of the questions he had and encourage him with scripture. Adolfo seemed to come to life and was just really hungry to know more about God. He seemed very encouraged afterwards and eager to get into a bible study. Praise God!

There were 25 comment cards returned and 12 who wanted more information about Crusade. Overall, there were about 30% non-Christians in attendance there.

Lawrence Tech University

For this gig we were set up outside the architecture building on campus, which was a great place to grab students passing by. Crusade got about 50 contacts, which was better than anticipated! About 70 people came through, with 50 comment cards returned. 20 were interested in more information about Crusade.

I got into a conversation with Christina and Collin, who were both architecture students at the school and was able to share my testimony and a part of the gospel. Jim, a Crusade student at LTU, jumped in halfway through our conversation and shared the Four Laws with them. You go Jim! They didn’t respond to make any decisions that day but really enjoyed us and respected what we had to say.

I gave Christina our card with my e-mail and blogsite address on it. Jim gave Collin his contact info as well. They filled out surveys and I believe indicated an interest in Crusade. Please pray for them!


Kev messing around on the kit






Of course, me and "La-fawn-duh"


Wayne State University

We were originally scheduled to play at 11:30a.m. but the weather that morning prevented us from doing that. So instead, we planned leading an hour of worship and prayer with the Detroit metro team and then head out back to Indy that night.

But through a bunch of circumstances, we got moved indoors. Martha, one of the staff asked Christy, part of staff services on campus, where we could play indoors. We prayed specifically for Christy to call back soon, and lo and behold, she called back in less than an hour and gave us the o.k. to play in the cafeteria of a freshman dorm on campus!

It ended up being a TREMENDOUS opportunity for the staff team. The staff handed out surveys and talked to students. They ended up with 131 contacts!!! Praise the Lord!

Later during debrief, the staff told us that playing in the freshmen dorm was key because most students at Wayne State are commuters. Had we played outside, we would have only gotten commuter students, most of whom would have been very hard to follow up with. Being inside increased the chances for getting students connected to Crusade so much greater! Praise God! It was cool to see God change the whole thing around and come up with something even better than what we had expected!

One student that was in the cafeteria was actually specifically looking for Crusade on campus that very morning and walked right into our show! He also mentioned that another Christian he met on his hallway was also looking to get involved with Crusade. How cool is that? Praise God!


Quick funny story

So, after our time at Wayne State, all the staff went back to our host’s home to have lunch. We parked the trailer in a parking lot behind their house and when we stepped out of the van, a homeless man with Harry Potter glasses and wing-tipped dress shoes with no laces, came riding up to us on his bike asking if we had any shoes to give him.

Long story short, he pointed at me, and said, “you…you…(Still pointing at me)...I don’t know what your name is…Bernito…but yeah” Something like that. He named me Bernito. Wow. I’ve been mistaken for Sam’s brother and now been given a Latino first name. Man, the Keynote life is great! At this rate someone might call me the jolly green giant or something.

Kevin and I stayed around and talked with him for a little bit trying to share the gospel with him. He wasn’t really catching on though and then went back to the whole Bernito thing. He turned to me and said something like, “yeah…these Chinese and these people from Tokyo…man, it’s like Romeo must die over there! You gotta help me out man!” My reaction --> “…………..” no comment. It was quit amusing. Alas, you can add “Bernito” to my roster of nicknames.


Back to our week in Detroit, go God! I'm looking forward to this weekend when we get to go down to Mississippi and minister to the hurricane victims down there and help out with relief efforts. Pray for wisdom in how to offer hope and healing to these people in the midst of tremendously trying times. And pray for our traveling mercies. Blessings to you!

The New Kit

Wednesday, September 14, 2005 by Christopher Wu

I've finally gotten to upload some pics of my new drumkit. I'll take more pictures once I have the complete kit. I have everything I need but my snare drum currently has gold rims instead of the black, charcoal color that I had originally requested.

They're currently on backorder right now but will sent to me soon. I'll post up more pictures once I have it all together. Here it is...drum roll please...

Tada!

All these pictures were taken inside the North warehouse at Keynote.


From behind:


Side shot left:


Side shot right. But this is only a close up of my bass drum:


MAN SHE'S PURTTY! It's like being the proud owner of a new car except it's a drumset.

Please, aspiring drummers and musicians alike interested in percussion things, check out their website!!! They're awesome and Christians too!!!

www.precisiondrum.com

And here's a pic of myself and Daniel Kim with Gary Folchi, Jr., the man who makes it all the magic happen, when we visited the factory in Pleasant Valley, N.Y.

Not the greatest picture of myself, but oh well.

Playing drums for God + Playing the greatest drums on earth = THE MOST AMAZING JOB EVER!!!

The rest of the Chicago minutes

by Christopher Wu


University of Illinois-Chicago

It was a privilege to play for one of the most, if not the most, ethnically diverse campuses in the U.S.! For this event Crusade teamed up with Cornerstone fellowship, a group on campus who specifically reaches out to the multi-ethnic students on the UIC campus.

We played in the Inner Circle, one of the main cafeteria's on campus, for at least 150-200 students who were sitting down for most of the show and maybe just as many that were part of the transient crowd just buying food and then leaving the dining area.

It was really encouraging to see that during the gospel message I could see a number of student's faces glued to Teresa and really listening in.

One student in the far left of the cafeteria caught my eye and seemed especially gripped by the message portion of our show.

At one point he looked down at his tray, took a deep breath, and folded his arms, as if something Teresa said struck a chord with him and caused him to think deeply about it. Just looking at his posture communicated to me that he was really engaged and listening.

He didn't stay for the whole show but I hope God planted a seed in his heart and that he connects with someone from Crusade or Cornerstone that can help connect him with Christ.

We had a handful of comment cards, about 20, that Crusade will use for follow-up. The students and staff communicated to us that it was a great way to help build credibility and awareness of who Crusade and Cornerstone were on campus. Praise God!


Roosevelt College

This was our last concert and boy WERE WE TIRED by the time we got to our last show. My eyes were bloodshot and Kevin was pretty zonked too.

Our show took place after Crusade's first weekly meeting of the year for the Chicago metro area, so most of the people who stayed were actually Christians and part of the Crusade movement on their specific campuses. But there were about three to five non-Christians who stuck around for our show.

There was a guy named James who was hanging out on the fringes of the meeting during Jeff Koch's talk and also during the concert. After the concert, Jeff actually got to talk with him and encourage James to come to future Crusade meetings that take place in the very same dorm the our concert was in that night.

From what Jeff told me about his conversation with him, he was a student who said he was alright with God but that wasn't really the case. Please pray for James to see his need for Christ.

There were also two other non-Christian students, Rob, who is studying jazz at Roosevelt, and an African-American student (the name of whom I can't remember) that was also a drummer! We were hoping they could have stayed but ended up leaving towards the end of our show. Please pray for them to also come back to a Crusade meeting in the future.

Some of the Cru students came up to us afterwards and wanted our contact info for future booking opportunities. The night was really relaxed and fun and was helpful for casting vision to the students as to how to use Keynote bands in the future.


The staff really appreciated our coming and were very grateful for our time and energy spent on their campuses. Most all the staff saw each of our events as successful in the scope of what they hoped to accomplish.

I believe our partnership with the Chicago metro team was definitely strengthened and we pray for more ministry opportunities in the future!

We're in the Detroit area now and are taking it easy for the morning. We have a show tonight at Detroit Mercy at 7p.m. and one show a day for the rest of the week. Please keep us in prayer! Thanks!


Some pics of our time in Chicago!















This was taken at the Institute of Technology. The newly built student center is the current buzz in the architecture world!

Arcthitect Meese Vandero (Not quite sure how you spell his last name) designed the place and it is REALLY cool looking!

One hallway inside is paneled with orange walls that illuminate from the sunlight, so it's extremely bright and orange!



Here's a shot of it from the front:















And yes, of course...



The new drum kit!!!


Yes, it is purtty, isn't it? I am so blessed and privileged to be the proud owner of a new Precision Custom kit. In one word-AWESOME. None like it, none to compare. Fully custom, fully mine.

I've affectionately named my bass drum..."La-Fawn-duh" For you Napoleon Dynamite fans, you know what I'm talking about :)

Please check them out on the web! They do such amazing stuff! www.precisiondrum.com


More pics to come!

Detroit Tour schedule

Monday, September 12, 2005 by Christopher Wu

We arrived here safely in Detroit and are ready for our second week of tour!

Unfortunately we had some complications with our tour bus, "Eugene" and had to revert to one of Keynote's van + trailer combo's for all our equipment and travels. But all things are good and it worked out fine.

Here's our schedule for the week. Please pray for us!

Sept. 13th
Oakaland University @ noon
Notes: We will be playing outside the student center, there are no classes at all between noon-1. So, we should have a good crowd.

College of Creative Studies @ 7pm
Notes: Their weekly investigative Bible Study is at 10:30pm!!!

Sept. 14th
Detroit Mercy @ 7p.m.
Notes: We will be outside in the middle of campus, between dorms.

Sept. 15th
Lawrence Tech @ 4:30pm
Notes: Possibly outside

Sept. 16th
Wayne State University
10:30-2:30p.m.
Notes: The time of this concert is still being determined. It will be outside.

Sept. 17th
Homeward bound! We'll be leaving around 10a.m. on Saturday and arriving back in Indy at around 6 or 7p.m. Please pray for our safe travels and for the entire length of our Detroit tour! Thanks so much! Night!

Chicago minutes

by Christopher Wu

Hey all!

Wow...what a first week of tour. I am definitely super exhausted and spent but it was definitely all worth it.

The first day on the bus I read the parable of the sower and felt the burden to pray for God's Word to fall on good soil.

Last night I read the first two chapters of "Finding Common Ground," by Tim Downs and was struck with the importance of sowing.

"In our zeal for the harvest," He says, "we have forgotten-we have deliberately devalued-the role of those who sow in our generation. In our enthusiasm we have declared harvesting our exclusive domain, forgetting that we have reaped the benefits of someone else's labor-the labor of sowers-and that we are also responsible to sow, or the next generation of Christians will have nothing to reap."

I must admit I was a bit disappointed I didn't get to share the gospel with one student while on tour, though I had a number of significant conversations and others in BSN also had the same. Part of it was due to personal fears of my own that I still need to get over. But a lot of it was simply the fact that I believe the work God had set out for us to do was mainly sowing for the next generation of Crusade staff and students to reap the benefits of the harvest to come on their campuses.

I would have loved to be able to share the gospel with every student I talked with and have them pray to receive Christ. But as I thought about that more, it was more of a personal ambition of making students my targets and projects to make them convert, rather than being compelled to share with them out of a heart of compassion and love.

To sum up our Chicago tour in one word, it would be sowing.

The Lord brought us to the Chicago metro team to increase Crusade’s visibility on the campuses we were on, build credibility with the student body, to cast vision for how to use Keynote bands in the future, as well as the campus faculty, and to plant seeds that would eventually grow.

We shared the gospel openly and planted seeds. We may never see the fruits of our labor but we trust God with the results.


Benedictine University:

Eric was a student that was pretty much right there with us from the moment we arrived on campus. He was a fellow drummer so we pretty much clicked right away and talked about all sorts of fun drum stuff. Yes, I acquired another admirer of the bass drum cannon. hehehehe

And yes, I have named the bass drum. SHE has been affectionately named...”La-fawn-duh”. No, that is not a typo, it is spelled as it reads. I named her in honor of Napoleon Dynamite and because she's the perfect drum for me-"my soul mate" as Uncle Rico would say. :)

Ahem, anyways, back to Eric. He told me he was taking a class on evolution and also a class on Buddhism and Hinduism. We started to talk about evolution a bit and about the stake that’s been driven between science and religion, one that we both felt was unnecessary.

We started talking a bit about the bible and its credibility as a historical document and he just believed it was fabled and basically couldn’t really believe that all that was written inside could be true. I told him about the fact that there are over 1100 copies of the New Testament and only a handful, if that many, of copies of the writings of Socrates and Plato, yet the latter we don’t question, while the former is always in question.

I cut to the chase and expressed how I felt that the reason why people probably don’t want to believe in its historicity is that it forces people to decide then what they really believe about what’s written, especially what Jesus says about himself. And people don’t like that.

We talked about Darwin and I asked him about absolute truth, to which he didn’t have an opinion of either way. When I asked him what he believed personally, he said he had yet to come to a decision and felt he was only 23 and still too young to decide. I just kind of nodded and encouraged him to make a decision soon.

I wish I said that he didn’t know when he was going to die and that this was the most important decision he could make but I guess I didn’t want to force the issue. After our concert, before he left, I did encourage him again to make a decision soon about what he believed and I genuinely thought he was very encouraged and inspired by our playing.

Seeds were planted and we can only trust God for Eric’s salvation and to enlighten his eyes to the truth of our Lord, Jesus Christ. Please say a prayer for Eric’s salvation and for him to make a decision soon!

To be continued...

(Don't you hate that! Especially when they did that in the Back to the Future trilogy!)

And we're outtie

Saturday, September 10, 2005 by Christopher Wu

Chicago tour is officially over! I know...you're like, "what??!! You didn't even tell us anything about it!" I will definitely do that this weekend. Man, it's been an EXHAUSTING week.

On Tuesday when we had two shows that was definitely one of the longest, most tiring gig days I've ever experienced. I mean literally right after our first show at the INstitute of Technology, we packed up all our equipment loaded it onto the bus, drove straight over to the next campus we were playing at and unloaded and set up again for our second show. So it was literally a non-stop 12 hour day for us.

Quite tiring! But praise the Lord. I had some awesome conversations with people and collectively our whole group along with Crusade folks had some great conversations and gained a lot of new contacts, which was the main goal for the chapters at these schools.

At Elmhurst College, the second campus we played at on Tuesday evening, we were set up in the main quad on campus, in the middle of a few surrounding dorms. When Teresa, our lead vocalist was giving the gospel message, you could LITERALLY hear the words of Jesus Christ proclaimed all throughout the campus. It echoed all the way across the entire quad field, so we literally saturated the whole campus with the gospel that night! Praise God!

There are so many more stories which I will most definitely tell you about but as for now just wanted to let you know that things went well and that we'll be leaving in about a half hour.

We are super tired and looking forward to our weekend off to replenish and get ready for our next week in Detroit. Pray for us as we prepare for that. I think we might have six or seven shows! That's more than we had this week, so we've got our work cut out for us.

K, they're yelling at me to leave! Thanks so much! God bless you all and thanks for all your prayers and support!

To the Windy City

Monday, September 05, 2005 by Christopher Wu

T-minus 37 minutes until I'm off to Chicago!

For those who aren't on my e-mail list, I wanted to post up my tour dates so at least you know where I'm at:

Sept 6 @ 2p.m. Institute of Technology
Sept. 6 @ 8p.m. Elmhurst College
Sept. 7 @ Columbia University (?)
Sept. 8 @ 11:30a.m. Benedictine University
Sept. 9 @ 12p.m. University of Illinois Chicago
Sept. 9 @ 8:30p.m. Roosevelt College

For the next week we'll be in Detroit and here are tentative dates for that tour:

Sept. 13 @ Oakland University & College of Creative Studies
Sept. 14 @ Michigan Dearborn & University of Detroit Mercy
Sept. 15 @ Lawrence Tech University
Sept. 16 @ Wayne State University

Please pray for me and my group as we go! I'm excited for my first tour. Keep checking the site for updates! I'll be blogging as much as I can from the Windy City and the Motor City. Blessings to you!

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